Emotions are running high this week as we move the rest of Brittany's things to Indiana. She will be completely moved out of her apartment tomorrow. She will come back on Sunday for Graduation. She is so excited about her future. She really likes the two Doctors that she will be working for at the Dermatology Clinic. Her plans as of now are to attend College there next fall (2010) for her Masters. She will have to live there for one year to receive in state tuition. She was going to enroll this fall but decided to wait after finding out the cost of out of state tuition.
She amazes me with her fearlessness of the unknown. She definitely did not get this from me. I have lived in fear my whole life. When I was a child I was afraid to climb a tree, afraid that I would fall. My current fears are what is this government spending going to do to my future grandchildren and great grandchildren. I worry about the swine flu, I worry about everything. When I was pregnant, I worried about something going wrong. I just wanted them to be born so that I could stop worrying. Then after they were born I just wanted them to get past the crib death stage. When they started to crawl, I worried that they would put something in their mouth and choke. Then, when they started to walk, I was so afraid that they would fall and get hurt. When they started Kindergarten I worried that they would get on the wrong bus. I lived in constant fear when they started to drive. I always thought that the next stage of their life would be easier and that me constantly being worried would eventually end. Boy was I wrong.
Lisa,
ReplyDeleteI love the blog! Also, your pic is awesome. Brittany has always been beautiful. Its nice keeping up with you. Talk to you soon.
-Mandy